Science Fiction for Young Readers, grade 4 up
Story and Pictures by Terry Gibson ©
TABITHA'S SECRET, Chapter 6
There was no question that the ceiling had been a great thing to have, considering the hard force that had pushed her against it. No one else could know how it had squashed her into the sharp points of its surface. Both kids went silent as they considered how it would be before Gregory ventured, "'Ceiling 2000 feet,' it said on the aviation report this morning." He smiled briefly. "Nice if that was the limit, that you couldn't go any higher." "Still much too high." "It has never happened outside?" Tabitha shook her head no. She shivered at the thought of rising, rising, rising. What would stop her? It must not ever happen. Even a tall ladder could freeze her with panic. Gregory saw her rising too, but envied her for what she could see from there. And the bullies...he almost laughed as he pictured straight incredulity on their faces as they stared at what they could never reach. Just a matter of control. "So how high did you go before?" he asked, "At school?" "Never so high I couldn't grab something." "And the rest of the kids didn't know?" "Not yet..." Tabitha lapsed into thought about all the things that weren't quite right in her behaviour, all the stares, and the comments, heads together, whispering behind a mouth-hiding hand. "The kids have noticed something was wrong but they don't know what." She hung her head. "They laugh and say mean things--" "So THAT's why kids say I have Tabby disease." Gregory stretched after sitting still so long. "Something really awful happened at school, didn't it?" "Not much. A couple of things." Embarrassing things that Tabitha didn't want to talk about. Gregory waited. With a sigh Tab said, "It's really hard to be ready for something when it doesn't give you any warning." "What would you do, anyway?" "Stay near something heavy I can grab. That is, that's what I will do now. I didn't always." Like today, Gregory thought. "I could hang around where you are, outside. Be there if you need me." Tabitha felt comforted. "You sure seem to know what to do.... You'd do that for me?" A little shamefaced, she realized how wrong she had been about him; thought of the many little bits of niceness in what he had done and said, and how she had taken them for ways to show her up. Now she wasn't so sure. She really couldn't understand such a brother, but what if he really had meant all those nice things? "If you want me to," he added. It really got to her. "Greggy, I'm sorry for all the mean things I've said to you." The unplanned words were out between them, as with a life of their own. And yet, they made her smile because they felt so good. "And done?" "Yeah." She could think of several recent things, and wondered at his goodwill in spite of them. "You're a good kid, Greggy." "Thank you, ma'am." They laughed, because it was so odd to feel at peace with each other. "But they give me a hard time at school because of you. I've heard all kinds of things--how stubborn you are, and a show-off, and how you--" "Not much of it is true." "So, what-all happened at school?" he asked. "Okay, since you know so much already." She looked at him thoughtfully. "I guess the first one happened in gym class. We were playing volleyball. My team was losing...." Tab's words didn't follow her thoughts as she remembered the race to gain points. She had been everywhere, playing a strong game. A ball barely cleared the net and got past Sally in the front row. It would have been another point for them but she had dived for it and just barely kept the ball in play. Caught unawares, the other team lost its serve. "I turned the game around," Tab said out loud. "Soon there were only two points between us. I was serving, and it was so exciting!" She told Gregory how she had placed her serves to the weaker players over the net, and got point after point.
"What's that got to do with--" "Wait for it. I raced for the ball, which was coming in low. Mr. Player yelled at me to get it up--oh no!" Tab grabbed Gregory's arm. "It can't be another attack in the same day!" "I can feel it pulling!" "What if I can't get down--" It was over. "I was going to say 'before morning' but I guess it doesn't matter now." "That sure was a short one. Anyhow, about the game?" Gregory still couldn't see what it had to do with floating. "Where was I?" "Mr. Player shouted at you." "Oh yes--it was just about the same time as I slipped and kept right on flying into the benches against the wall. It hurt." "And the ball?" "It was spiked by Maria." Tab smiled. "It got us the winning point. They stopped the game." How could she tell how embarrassing it had been? "Was it an attack?" "Yes. I had forgotten to be careful. They made a big deal of my bruise, as if I had a broken leg or something. I had to sign an accident form and everything." Gregory could imagine it. The same thing had happened in baseball when, with the swing and hit, the bat went on to break the catcher's nose and there was blood all over. And a crowd of kids came to gawk. Tabitha was thinking how all she really wanted to do was hang on to the bench. "I didn't dare let go." She fell silent. Kids had brought icebags, thinking she was in great pain, and she had felt like two cents. But when she had refused to leave the bench, even Mr. Player, the nicest teacher in the whole school, had lost his patience. Her favourite teacher! She hung her head and said, "I sat on the bench for two more gym periods while classes came and went." "So what I heard was true." "What did you hear?"
"That Mr. Player yelled at you for being so stubborn but you disobeyed anyway. They said it was just so you could be alone with him." "That's not true! That's so GROSS!" For the first time, Tab was angry, not having known the lies they were telling. "That's not fair!" She felt her face grow hot at the thought. They thought she had a mad crush on her teacher? What if it was true? No! Not like Sally who carried a fan picture of whatzisface everywhere, and kept kissing it. She shivered and repeated, "That's gross." "I figured." Gregory wondered why she would be blushing, but decided this would not be the best time to ask. "It was awful, kids in other classes laughing at me, making fun. But they said THAT?" "Uh-huh. I didn't believe it." "Oh, he yelled at me all right. Did you know, when he gets really mad, his face gets red and there's a vein in his forehead that pulses?" Gregory laughed. "No kidding! But it's an artery, Tabby." "Whatever. Anyhow, I didn't mean to disobey." "Sure, you couldn't let go. How would they have rescued you from among the struts in the gym ceiling?" He saw her weak grin. "When did it end?" "In time to limp home. I don't know, but suddenly it was over. I--" She wiped her eyes. "Oh Greggy, you do understand. So what do you think?" "I think we have a problem." He hadn't said 'you have a problem' but "We!" Something else to show her where he was coming from. She heard him ask, "There were other times too?" At her nod, he asked, "How many?" "Six, maybe seven. Not all of them were bad." She smiled. "Some were short and nobody noticed." "But some were bad. Tabby disease too." Tab nodded. "Things that made them laugh at me. Things that made me feel like dirt. And scared." Funny, she thought. I've never trusted him enough to tell him stuff like this. Gregory didn't know why Tab was looking at him funny. It was a most peculiar feeling, but nice. "What I don't understand," she said, "is why I float at all. I mean, it just happens." "Maybe it's what other people say." "Nobody was with me in my bedroom--" Gregory saw her sudden wide eyes, and thought perhaps she had remembered something. "Maybe," he continued along that track, "maybe if you can remember what is said just before an attack, it might help." It could be that! Tab suddenly knew the word that had done it if so, or thought she did. It was what Mr. Player had shouted when she reached to volley the ball that last time. It was in what Gregory had said, and it had sent her higher and higher. It was not a word she was going to say out loud, EVER. "Bedtime," their mother called. "Half-past bedtime, in fact." "Okay, Mom," Greg answered. He stood up to go. "You'll figure it out," he said confidently. "Good night." "'Night..." Tab was sure of it, but refused to try out her theory today. It would really help now that she could watch for the word. She'd stay ready to grab hold, and maybe nobody would notice. It was a very long time before Tabitha could fall asleep. As she tossed, self-doubts and plans clashed with what the other kids called Tabby Disease. And from ugly stuff in the news, stuff that gets headlines without proof, stuff about some teacher even in another country who had been arrested, she knew how dangerous such gossip could be. Mother hated how it seemed no one needed proof to accuse a teacher. Tabitha vowed she would NEVER stay behind just to be "alone" with Mr. Player, no matter how cute he was!Chapter 7 will be up tomorrow.
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