Science Fiction for Young Readers, grade 4 up
Story by Terry Gibson ©
While family and friends, indeed the whole country feared for Tabitha's return, a small group was more concerned for her life. The two might of course be the same by different routes. It would not be until they had examined Mrs. Mallow's videotape, the image enhanced and enlarged making it more clear, that officials called in medical persons who expressed grave concern for Tabitha's survival. There was blood on most of Tab's face and what appeared to be deformation of her skull. They notified the hospital and the police, but chose not to tell Mrs.Gray at that time. She would find out soon enough. Assuming of course that they ever found Tabitha at all. Helicopters had nothing to report: "We are going up again as soon as visibility improves." They had searched a 60 km area around them through the day and until light had totally failed, but had seen nothing. Interviewed on TV, one pilot said, "It is a big sky out there." "And," added the other, "she is a small girl." Hardened as they were to difficult rescues, this one was very hard to take. Reporters had been assigned backgrounders to find unusual stories. Since there would be several days of reporting they felt it would maintain interest. Meg Warren had returned, much to her aunt's delight. They spent the first evening looking at all the angles. That is how she and Mrs. Mallow selected their first story. Interviewing Mrs. Gunner, they saw a woman beset by doubts, but one who remained firm in her condemnation of men and of men teachers in particular. Even with her attitude tempered by caution, she would serve as a foil for the changing views of others. It was Tabitha's example of selflessness that had become a beacon for others. That fact was not missed by the local university which saw there a social experiment in the making and welcomed all the help in documentation. Meg Warren's series of stories, each written with such sympathy, formed the backbone of their collection. Meg was a university graduate whose doctoral studies had been delayed only by economic need. Her master's degree in social psychology was the firm base from which she wrote. JP realized too late that the force capable of lifting and holding up two hundred pounds would flip Tabitha upward with greater strength than she could control. His guilt tormented him. He was the adult; he was the one who was responsible. Why hadn't he insisted that she tell why she needed the flour? And now, where was she? It was like losing his own child. His life-- Those who watched him, understood. Ms. Tempest described what she had seen that noon as he had carried her in, and how Tab had hung on. Weakly she added, "We all thought it was, uh, something else." "How do you mean?" the reporter asked. Ms. Tempest was too embarrassed to say. Mrs. Mallow who had no patience with gossips told what people had been saying about it, the nasty stories she had heard. The innuendo, the allegations, everything. "Tabitha told me all about it the day it happened, but nobody believed her then." "She was only a kid." "Yes." "And Tabitha's words exonerated her teacher, while people preferred to think the worst." "Exactly." "I wonder why they don't believe good things, but jump to condemn." The reporter who taped it all, said, "They will, now!" "They didn't understand," Mrs. Mallow added. "I knew what she could do because she demonstrated her kind of flight to my Grade 3 class, and I was prepared to defend Jeremy Player's innocence. In court even, if it came to that." "We saw the feature article with your kids...excellent story." "I wonder how many teachers have been ruined this way." "I imagine a search of legal cases on the internet would tell us that." "And not just teachers. Doctors, clergy, coaches, scout leaders...anyone in a position of trust." "Yes, breach of trust..." "Mind you, some ARE guilty..." They continued the segment which would form a time block in a feature documentary forming in the back of the reporter's mind. So the next weary day passed, with knots of skygazing people still keeping their vigil at the arena. Others had gone home and then to jobs and to school, but Tabitha's family and faithful friends remained where Tab had last been seen, believing perhaps that to abandon their position would be the same as giving up all hope. The sound of helicopters was reassuring for they were doing SOMETHING. For the pilots it was not reassuring at all. Except for lowflying birds below them and a pair of bald eagles above, they were alone in the huge sky. Even with binoculars their tired eyes saw nothing vaguely resembling a thirteen year old girl. It had developed an eerily surreal quality to be looking for such an unlikely object. High above the eagles, indeed, high above the clouds that scudded on the wind, Tabitha was slowly regaining consciousness, drifting not quite in and not quite out, scarcely aware of the cold and the pain and the terrible thirst... She stirred in her dream, walking in snow, a beautiful soft new snow, so bright in the sun, twinkling alternately with diamonds as she drifted in, and with stars as the pain of her timid consciousness faded, and she had to decide which to keep ...stars or diamonds... It was such a hard decision that she could not make up her mind, but before she could have dinner she had to make a choice. And again the diamonds on the snow faded out and the snow grew darker and even the stars were gone in the soft darkness. Tab had no idea she had travelled at all, but the hours that passed between rousing and sleep were easy ones, permitting some recovery. Briefly there was an impression she would never forget, lying on her back now, looking up... she had never seen such a sky! Brilliantly luminous, yet the deepest blueblack she had ever seen, the colour warm with benevolence that comforted her before fear had found her, protecting.... But why did her chest ache when she breathed and why no matter how hard she breathed, did she have to breathe harder? Thus it was not until the afternoon shadows lengthened on the ground, and Tabitha's discomfort grew that she found the wind of her speed had become very cold. Chilled to the bone, she had no idea how fast she was going, except that the loose belt was whipping her bare legs. They smarted and burned, but worse was the pain in her ears, like knives. Tab had to swallow many times to pop them, but it was hard to swallow nothing, and they still hurt. Worst was her throbbing headache, and the shock when she put her hand up to feel the sting of her forehead. It did not feel right at all! Terribly tender to the slightest touch. Crusty black stuff? And red... Blood! Her shallow breathing gasped for air. Where was her HAIR? What had happened to her HAIR! A very sore place prickled back on top of her head, a soft mound, sticky when she touched it. What was it? She could not bring herself to touch it again, but was that her scalp? Peeled back? And...and that was bare ... bone? Sore where it wasn't level... bare bone! The dry heaves of sobs came uninvited, and took over for a while, making her headache far worse. Tears came to wash some of the mess away. In desperate pain, she had no idea where she was at all. On her back in the air, somewhere between the deep blue and the ground, a blue more intense than she had ever seen it. So cold! Perhaps she had slept.... Her teeth chattered. She was trembling, shaking violently all over. Again her mind went blank. Drifting with the wind. Tab didn't know how long it had been when she woke again. So quiet. Either she was very high, or else the sun would soon be setting, for it hung lower in the sky than she was. She tried to turn over and found only sore muscles. With nothing to grab, it was very hard to flip onto her stomach. In spite of a sore neck, she turned her head sideways to look below. Then she was sorry she had tried. It aggravated her headache, and there was nothing familiar down below. Just a rumpled green carpet that faded into hazy blue at the edge... Maybe she had died, and this was some kind of waiting space. But why would everything hurt so badly? Knives in her ears! She had read somewhere that death was the release from pain, so this could not be death. It was so hard to make up her mind about anything. Oh how cold it was! She smiled. At least she hadn't gone to the hot place. The smile grew as she dozed off, surfacing again still in the afterglow of high sunshine and fully conscious at last, Tab guessed she must still be floating high in the air. Important to get down! "Down," she said, and couldn't believe that squeak was her own voice. More firmly she said "Down" but could not see if it was working or not. What if it didn't? "DOWN DOWn dow-n" but ran out of breath even to whisper. New tears. "Can't even" (gasp) "get d-d-down..." "...down," she whispered, "down." Even a little would help she thought. (Gasp) "DOw-n do-w- " (Gasp. gasp.) "DOwn!" Hyperventilating hurt, but it was what she had to do. "DOwn!" The feeling in her ears should have been her first clue. Out of the corner of her eye she noticed a movement. What...? What IS that? The tether! The tether floated up level with her legs, then above, telling her the best news she had ever had: She was on her way down! On the ground, it was the blaze of a gorgeous sunset, the third since Tabitha had disappeared. Truly an incredibly brilliant display as if to announce that on the third day... The devout among them did not miss the significance, and crossed themselves, more hopeful than they had been for days. Even Ms. Tempest who had been so judgmental, caught her breath with wonder. Could it be a sign? Mrs. Meander, who had aged twenty years in the past two days broke out in a smile that erased the signs of distress, suddenly excited. To Miss Longshanks beside her, she said, "We will have good news soon!" Miss Longshanks suddenly recalled from the third act of Shakespeare's King Henry the Fifth, a quotation that others used, not knowing where it came from: "We are in God's hand." She said it again out loud. English teacher that she was, she quoted from Act IV, "There is some soul of goodness in things evil, would men observingly distill it out." Noticing Mrs. Meander's surprised recognition of its meaning, and the curiosity of the students around her, glowing in the golden brightness of the setting sun, Miss Longshanks explained: "It is really strange. I don't usually quote Shakespeare but--" "We know, Miss," Rolph inserted. "Never heard you." "You never heard much, Rolph," Akim observed. Such a remark might have earned him a clout in the ear, but was greeted instead by laughter. There had been profound changes in the past days, bespeaking the truth of the quotation. Mrs. Meander said what others had felt. "And yet it became so clear: Out of the evil that made this happen in the first place, far more good has come." Jeremy Player smiled wistfully. "Where is the good when Tabitha may have bought it--" The last words choked, "with her life?" Mrs. Mallow, softhearted soul that she was, hugged his arm and said, "No matter where she is, she will be all right." "Yes," said Mrs Meander, "I feel it." Tab's mother who lately had hugged Greggy a lot, met his eyes and said, "I had lost hope, but found it again." It was then that Greggy saw Mrs. Gunner who had been near enough to hear all the talk about evil. Mrs. Gray knew, Tab's teachers all knew, but Greggy did not know that Mrs. Gunner was aware that she had been an instrument of a lot of that evil. Greggy's solemn eyes met those of the barracuda of a woman, and found tears in them. It changed everything. As Mrs. Gunner murmured "I am so sorry, so sorry," a small bundle of forgiveness went to her, took her hands and said, "I know." Accepting the sweetest hug there ever was, "I know," Greggy said. Then came the real miracle. "Mr. Player," Mrs Gunner said, "I know I can never undo the harm I have done, and cannot expect you to forgive me..." She stood, short and stout in front of the silence of the teacher she had destroyed, openly wept and said she was truly sorry. A silence followed as they held their breath, adults with growing sympathy, and kids with wonder at the drama they witnessed. The "soul of goodness" had much more to do. Hatchet Saxon stood apart from them, alone.
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